To Blog or Not To Blog

I don't know if this is something I'll stick to - especially since I started this last year and am currently starting it over. I do love to write but currently can't think of too much to say. : ) To those who know me they'd find it unbelievable. We shall see where this path takes us - if anywhere.

What I can say tonight is this. I am incredibly blessed. I have five beautiful and healthy children, I have a husband who loves me with all his heart, and I am saved by the blood of Jesus. Sometimes I have to temper my happiness when asked by others because I don't want them to think I'm lying. As if my exuberance wouldn't be sincere. I am blessed beyond my worth.

As I get ready to go to sleep I will be thinking about Ryan's brother Cameron. He has been fighting the good fight - all of his energy is going into defeating this cancer - Non-Hodgkin's Follicular Lymphoma - particularly because his has mutated and it is now Large B Cell Lymphoma he is fighting. He had his bone marrow transplant so now he has another ally in the war. My prayer is the Lord will heal him of this cancer and he will live a long and healthy life. I also pray that Cameron would find it in him to find peace in the Lord and lean on Him for the comfort that no other can give. If only he realized what an ally he has in the Lord.

Let them now that fear the LORD say, that his mercy endureth for ever. I called upon the LORD in distress: the LORD answered me, and set me in a large place. The LORD is on my side; I will not fear: what can man do unto me? The LORD taketh my part with them that help me: therefore shall I see my desire upon them that hate me. It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man. It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in princes.
(Psalms 118:4-9)